Can I Vent for a Moment?

It's another beautiful day in sunny Southern California, but I woke up feeling discouraged. 
I'm tired. 
Tired of sleeping in one position. 
Tired of my back hurting. 
Tired of having drains coming out of my body - and having to empty them, log them...etc.
Tired of not being able to wear clothes because of my incisions. 
Tired of not being able to shower! 
Tired of not being able to wash my own hair. 
Tired of not being able to weed my garden (or plant new things)
Tired of not being able to bend
Tired of hurting
Tired of taking meds
Tired of asking for help
Just tired.
.......Okay, I think I'm done for now.